Thursday, January 15, 2004

....so sad yet true...

"Are We Still Here" ~Spitalfield

It's easier to play things down then hold your ground
That's when we fall through
Sometimes we hold on to knowing that were still friends
Are we still friends?
That's when we fall through

Pull harder-we're sinking down to nowhere
Drive farther-this trip is far from over
Try harder, drive farther
Silence can't last forever
Try harder, drive farher
Please, please just don't say never
Or we'll never come together

It's easier to make no sound than kid around
That's when our call's through

Sometimes we hold on like knowing that we're still here
Are we still here?
That's when we fall through

Pull harder-we're sinking down to nowhere
Drive farther-this trip is far from over
Try harder, drive farther
Silence can't last forever
Try harder, drive farher
Please, please just don't say never
Or we'll never come together
~me~ at 11:57 PM

yup...started work on sat, watched videos forever then learned counter handout. i was crippled trying to learn to put on my uniform. lol. damn safety pin. 10-4. then i worked sun from 11-2. yeah. 3 cases of lettuce. fun fun. this week has been okay...homework has been light. ive had a lot on my mind tho... =/ maryann came over this morning and straightened my hair. omg it looks great. i got so many compliments it aint even funny. i need one. oh okay...so im not allowed to call edwin no more cuz apparently he is long distance? his cell is charged for T.O.? um okay? my mom just showed me the phone bill. lol. i paid 210 for my ticket yesterday. fun fun. today me n assmar went and got nachos nuevos at applebees. yum yum. it took forever to get there so much damn traffic. yeah so he knows dray knows... haha. what else... oh yeah. i left my purse there, so i called adrian (i know...) to come help me. my savior. lol. we talked for a bit, but yeah. apparently his busy-ness acounts for his asshole-ness? i dunno. so yeah, outside of that, just thinkin. it struck me earlier that ryan is gone... i mean, like, it just hit me. i cant believe he did that... its just such a shock. god... i pray that it never hits close to home... i know some people who r borderline, and it scares me. i dont want to lose anybody... wow, life is depressing... =/

"Goodbye" ~New Amsterdams

wait up for me
you're where i want to be
stop long enough to say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
it's all said and done
keeps me at ease
sings us both to sleep
we don't have to say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
all said and done
goodbye



~me~ at 11:33 PM